cry baby

whatever.

she made me.

:(

i bought the ticket already.

its your problem?

wtf? my dad's money. not yours. attendance? ill make it up to the lecturer. huh.

at the end of the day, i got my erp and bebas fiskal

so long bandung. so long itb.

ill see you in a week later. lalala

nota kaki: haven't met you yet

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AJmKkU5POA

lembang

went to lembang with miss zafirah munirah mustafa

woke up quiet early this morning. in search for driver. hahaha

hunting for 2kg of strawberries are not easy.

huh. :(

but made it!!

got my 2kg

going for phytochemical screening tomorrow.

good luck, nzmz87. terima kasih, zafirah munirah mustafa kerana sudi menemaniku.

nota kaki: circus
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G8ytM0rl_uU

july? october?

2nd day of the new semester

announce the cgpa.

guess what my fyp 1 is not included. so it has chance it will gives higher marks. ;)

lalala

whatever

i just want to pass

had meeting with bu lucy.

man. am i going to graduate this july?

or october?

whatever it is, i just want to grad this year. i can do this.

ive decided. im coming home next week. with daddy. yeay!

nota kaki: just dance
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Abk1jAONjw&feature=fvst

semester 8

first day in semester 2 2009/2010

2 classes on monday

2 classes on tuesday

;)

but both at 7am

OMG!

ponteng alert

:P

nota kaki: i gotta feeling

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uSD4vsh1zDA

bitterness

nothing much going on.

should be going to lembang for strawberry hunting.

not feeling well. again.

ate like 3 spoon of kek batik. nestum.

cant manage to taste food.

everything taste bitter.

im queen of bitterness.

nota kaki: bitter heart

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ci2HC6fGdtA

kek batik

like always woke up having hangover. im not drinking.

this pain is killing me.

went to superindo. bought things for preparing kek batik. woop woop.

ate kuey tiaw goreng seafood. juice im having is terrible. its like having antibiotic. euuuw

slept early. tried to. cant sleep.

i wanna go home

nota kaki: come home
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_ZPvDNMcL0

registration

went to itb at last minute. woke up at 10am. at itb at 11am. went to pak anthot print the thing that wali is needed to approve. the signing thingy. isnt that so yesterday. just approved by online, its enough right?

finally, went to see my supervisor by accident. haha met him in elevator when im at the 4th floor. went down with him. 'why havent i see you'. yes, typical him. 'i went to see you but youre not there' got it? ;)

i got A for my strawberry. yeay! woop woop

today, i ate takoyaki only. 3 of them.

bought fruit tea. cant finish it. damn. im weird. :(

downloading new episode of the vampire diaries. wink wink

nota kaki: the vampire diaries
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NQg1knA7RuQ

biscuits

i spend the entire day cuddling in my comforter.

did nothing but watching keeping up with the kardashians: marathon.

ate nothing but 4 pieces of biscuits. yes, 4. for a day. damn. fever shed aways my love for food. damn you fever. go away.

when i was supposed to go to pick my strawberry, i did not manage to wake up early. sorry, kak nik :(

nota kaki: waking up in vegas
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t7YFAP4myMw

fever

woke up feeling like having hangover. its not like im drunk.

take panadol. hoping i will feel better. amin.

went to PVJ. ;) lunch at sagoo. having mie krioek and es campoer malaka.

watched sherlock holmes. for the 2nd time. im loving it. before we enter the cinema, bought new york, i love you tickets. hehe

to be honest, new york, i love you is worst. its a compilation of love story. but maybe its too artistic. i did not quite get it. i spend the entire shivering. i think im having fever. damn.

went straight home. my body felt like burning. my eyes turned red. argh. i hate this.

goodnight, world. im hoping the best tomorrow.

nota kaki: sherlock holmes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QUQbmFAE5WI

the apprentice

hahaha ive no idea to entitled this post.

today, it is all about money. money, money, money.

done buying 'dayang' for farah wedding. were all gonna wear pink during 'sanding'.

i am in-need to lose this doughnut/muffin or whatever it is called. it is big. surrounding my tummy. OMG.

the wedding is on june. hopefully i can make it.

lunch at pasar baru. dinner at home with her. bought 9 whole chicken. ;)

yes, i eat a lot.

nota kaki: i dont care
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4MgAxMO1KD0

goodbye semester 7

woke up in the morning kinda late. again.

went straight to ITB. checked marks. alhamdulillah. everything is cleared. i just did not get marks for my proposal. really? pak elfahmi is too busy. searched him for approving my registration. he was not there. he always said that i did not went to search for him.

tapi bila aku pergi cari, kau tiada. how? argh! is that my fault?

lunch at kartika sari. having sapi lada hitam and ayam goreng mentega. razana success in search of her mouse for FYP. congrats! ;) its like a little celebration, she is having cake and im having non-fat frozen yogurt for dessert. ;p

we ended the fight. it should be the last time, i guess. if not, i will let you go. i rather have my heart ache then having you to suffer my unpredictable behavior. we can do this, yayang. i love you so much. let just forget this bad chapter. xoxo

i watched the stepfather. man, i fell in love for penn badgley once again. the stepfather is evil. he is having this psychotic issue. he killed people. below i the sneak peek. enjoy! <3

nota kaki: the stepfather
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tSVmrqAMQZA

happiness

woke up early. have no idea what to do. urgh.

watching tv. star movies, axn, e!, disney channel.

i spend the day in the room. haha yes, im lazy.

later in the evening, a surprise visit from zafirah munirah. she is on her way back from gym. ;) spend the afternoon watching pink panther 2 @ star movies. ;)

i gave her biscuits, sweets, books. its the least i can do. i felt like 'kedai runcit' :)

spend the night chatting with fara and her mom. her mom? its weird right. beauty of technology. im happy she is getting married in june. another good news last night, maryam is getting engaged this february, 14th. im so happy for them


looking at my friends, when is my turn? with my background, as only daughter, the oldest in the family it worries me. i can not see the future. it is still blur. will us be together forever?

kalau ada jodoh tak ke mana. semoga jodoh itu tak ke mana-mana.

again, had fight. trouble in paradise.

nota kaki: bad romance
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qrO4YZeyl0I

cramps

last night, slept at 3am. blame it to cramps im having. :(

woke up at around 11am. i was supposed to accompany miss adam lee to BEC. but, because the love im having for sleeping. i did not make it.

we met at BIP for lunch. yummy~ im having beef yakiniku and pepsi.

we had the chance to walk around awhile, before the PMS and upset stomach attack. huh.

went straight home, visited toilet like 3 times in a row. good job. ;P

spend the day watching tv, launch my line @ realitytv.org

nota kaki: thinking of you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ebh6FL0vo44

RIP

i woke up in the morning, suddenly i felt lost. i remembered today is the day she is gone. until now, im having regret because of not visiting her during her sickness. i remembered the day i called she was in the hospital. then 2 days after, she is gone forever. in memories: ibtisam ibrahim. my childhood bff. may her soul rest in peace. semoga rohNya dicucuri rahmat dan diletakkan dalam golongan orang-orang yang beriman. amin.

again, today having lunch in itb. went straight to jalan riau. she bought bag for class and umbrella. i also bought this unique umbrella. it reminds me of what anuar's having. he bought the same type for his gf during his vacation in bangkok last year.

due to my upset stomach we went straight home. its because of the sambal we had. she also felt it.

spend the day at room. watching e!

nota kaki: its complicated
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mt-l1liNjk0

swimming

finally! we made it!

went for swimming session. only for an hour. its worth it. ;) if not because of the rain, we could swim until it closed. :P

im addicted to swim. its my new hobby. actually, during my childhood i swim a lot. i also took swimming for semester 2 during my first year.

there were so much things we have to go through before we made it. first, we came it was nearly closed. next attempt, it was closed from 11am till 1pm. thats fine. instead, we had lunch at ITB and razana did her thing (change money)

dinner at PVJ in qua-li. had nasi tim sapi lada hitam and teh manis. yummy~

later, watched the wedding: keeping up with the kardashians.

i managed to alter my proposal. hopefully, pak will approve it. im tired of it. sick of it. huh.

nota kaki: tik tok
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iFakO7paiPY

eat, eat and eat

ate all day. that is the slogan for january, 13th.

had mie siram pecinan and chocolate smoothie at rumah mode. went to setiabudi kiosk super market. bought butter and tortilla. ;)

went home for asar. ready for swimming! <3

unfortunately, were too late. :( its closed at 5pm WIB. damn. should have know better. i totally forgot. @_@

its ok its alright. went for browffee. hahaha

having browffee sundae and strawberry lychee. yummy~ at first the drink is too sweet. its like im swallowing 'air gula'. not so good, ok ;)

watching gossip girl season 1 all night long till episode 4. cant wait for the new episode coming up this january. soon. very soon!

you know you love me,

xoxo gossip girl.

nota kaki: gossip girl

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JENjY1PWPC0

burgundy

highlight of the day. im having burgundy hair.

say good bye to old weird coloured hair.

lunch at ITB. ;)

she spend the day at my place. watching tv. downloading series.

dinner: roti pratha + mackerel with tomato sauce. and we altered the taste by adding tomato sauce, 'saus pedas manis' and 'saus sambal' yummy~

nota kaki: dan sebenarnya
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1MJqgisU4A

erha & PVJ

gladly, i woke up this morning not feeling sick. have not visited the toilet. i think im fine.

went to itb for lunch. straight to erha. its skin specialist, baby. im having like red mark on my face. damn, mosquito. im sweet. LMAO

its like half of the day we're at the clinic. met dr indra. she's the doctor. she's nice and have pretty skin. its special for skin, remember <3

went to PVJ yeay! dinner there. had chicken picatta and virgin strawberry. the taste is the bomb! im loving it.

supposedly, we're having ice cream. but, its under renovation. not my lucky day.

im thinking, should i go back to my hometown?

nota kaki: zarina's engagement.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=416678210136&ref=mf

AJL 24

early in the morning, went to advent with miss adam lee. thanks for being there. the doctor gave the same medicine.

spent the day in the room. doing nothing. sleep to avoid the pain.

later the night, i watched anugerah juara lagu 24; although the line is crazy. i only managed to catch misha omar, faizal tahir, black, aizat performing kau aku, yuna, performance by search, jeffrydin, jaja, MUH and black while waiting for the results.

there is no more categories this year. below is the list of the winners:
vokal terbaik: black
persembahan terbaik: aizat (kau aku)
tempat ke-3: bencinta by faizal tahir
tempat ke-2: dan sebenarnya by yuna
juara AJL 24: pergi by aizat

im satisfied with the winners. to others, you did your best! :) just not your lucky day.

i watched whip it later. drew barrymore, ellen page, eve, jimmy fallon. interesting story about a girl. love it.

nota kaki: whip it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQGPdXnb2Gg

pasar baru

today, went to pasar baru. buy some clothes. not some. but only 1. ;) its checkered.

i went to every floor's toilet. been having this stomach ache since ages. ;(

finally, i went to see the doctor. im glad there is a clinic in front of my house. its like it was made for a reason. idiot, everything happens for a reason. alhamdulillah.

he said i might having infection to my intestine. or maybe virus. its all blame to my thing with food. i love food <3

tonight i spend watching enchanted on disney channel. reminds me of what had happened during my third year. whatever.

up next is .. ive no idea. went to bed? watch another movie? yet, another night in bandung. *sigh actually, me and razana are supposed to catch movie tonight @ PVJ. due to my sickness and my casual visit to toilet, we skipped. spend the night at room.

mum asked 'wanna go home?' is it possible?

nota kaki: enchanted

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-XWA-CMPbKY

the proposal

i made it! went to itb to send it. i was stupid. i did not sms or call him before i went. guess what, he was not around. i waited for like an hour. before i decide to call him but no answer. so i send sms. gladly, he replied. need to send a copy to his email. and placed the hard copy under his door as his room is locked.

supposedly were going to shop factory outlet in jalan riau. but, my stomach was such a pain in the ass. :( we only went to riau junction having waffle. the employee of the shop is annoying. huh.

i watched the time traveler's wife :) an interesting movie. love it! eric bana is yummy. and rachel mcadams is gorgeous. i watched 2 movies actually. post grad.

am i going to such miserable like her? hopefully, i will not! choi choi.

nota kaki: post grad
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iFR4SgfqAFc

strawberry

im done with semester 7. entering the last final. yeay! hopefully, it will the last semester. ;(

why did i say "i send it to you later, tonight"? thank God, i managed to finish my proposal. im not sure it will satisfied him or not. whatever. people makes mistake, duh.

i ended up not sleeping. hahaha. yes, im silly sometimes. if not, it will not be settle. so im relieved.

terima kasih zafirah and razana, kamu berdua banyak membantu daku yang sungguh 'blur'

oh i forgot, bu ani's said there will be no remedial for phytochemistry. damn. i am freaking dead. i just want to 'lulus'. C is fine. im not asking for more than that. ;)

nota kaki: the violet hour
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYS2beiSmbA

phytochemistry

finished medicinal chemistry. spend the day hibernating. ;)

only at night i opened my notes. another paper for tomorrow. then, im free! yeay!

can focus on my strawberry. its my final year project.

have to read four chapter. coumarin and flavonoid for her. and alkaloid and terpene for him. later, have meeting with bu lucy.

ive no idea when we will do the column chromatography. can we just get pass, pak elfahmi? do we have to do this? really?

im awake at 3am. because i spend the time by watching launch my line through online streaming and watching star moives. huhu man, bradley cooper is gorgeous!

nota kaki: midnight meat train
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rk4u8dOOEcE

medicinal chemistry

i have not in my focus. what is computer aided design? do i look like i care?

semoga 6 dan 7 januari berakhir dengan pantas. amin.

20 multiple choices and 2 essays. terima kasih sumber yang boleh dipercayai. thanks a lot miss adam lee. you're totally my batman! <3

im watching launch my line currently. its sort of project runway show. season 7 of PR will only available on january, 14th. can't wait. nicole richie will be on it! ;)

thanks to my j.co black forrest ice blended, toxin is removed. ultimately! :)

ive been trying to download the time traveler's wife. it end up im downloading 2 new episodes of heroes. say what? :P

nota kaki: the time traveler's wife
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fUEUlvSMF0E

dear webbie

today, went to bec. got new webbie. a name given for my web cam :) its not detect by any lappy, tried it with mine. later, tried at razana's lappy. went there, got new one! yeay! thank you, warranty

entire noon spend at razana's place. while she is studying, im conquering her lappy.

totally can stared into the gadget for a day. how freaky is that?

went to bip for dinner. however, not managed to finish my meal. the taste is weird. i miss malaysian food. :( bought black forrest iced blended @ j.co. im not a big fan of j.co. but im totally in love with j.cool yogurt. yummy~

OMG! i just finished watching law abiding citizen. tersangatlah cool. ending part, way cooler. where gerard butler was killed in the fire. wow, hot!

he kill people. damn. below is the sneak peek of the movie.

nota kaki: law abiding citizen
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LX6kVRsdXW4

analytical toxicology

thank god i do not take the subject. but im worried bout upcoming exams.

risau tapi tak belajar. bagus sangat lah tu. manusia manusia.

stop whining.

im at her place. being a good step-mother. hahaha torture her by sleep all day on her bed, while she is studying. razana, its for your own good. ;)

yesterday, i did not manage to achieve my goal. only 20 pictures are uploaded. im friends with celebrity. ;P tons of pictures okay. something that we can look back when we grow older.

im wondering, how do i look in 10 or 20 years from now?

nota kaki: taking back my love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w55Nib4uf1U

bandung

im back in this town. 2010 is my final semester. hopefully.

ive proposal to be submitted. ive exams. 2 exams. and maybe other exams: remedial. crap.

my goal for today is to upload all the pictures from zarina's engagement. farah is engaged. zarina also. the question is: when is my turn? yes, pump it! pump all the hormones, baby.

i need to finish my studies. which is ive no idea why am i in this course. whatever. its going to end soon. finally and hopefully. get a job. upgrade my kembara into something else. wait for my prince charming.

masih wujudkah 'prince charming'?

nota kaki: single ladies (put a ring on it)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x1nixzYHDus

welcome 2010!

its january, 1st 2010. happy new year, everyone :)

NYE is celebrated with friends. there is my boyfriend, anuar with gf, shaqilah, zaihan, zulaika, ain. life is great, man. party at home. not party, really. just hang out. seen fireworks from kl area and also genting. why you go there, when u can see it from the house. right?

the sun comes out. damn. major pain in the stomach. not a good condition to start the day. i spent the entire day, hanging in the room. and not to forget the toilet. go away toxin of 2009. welcome 2010 <3

why do people have resolutions? everyday i have things to get done, to get through. so everyday is a new year to me. i promise myself to stay connected to this blog for entire year. we'll see bout that.

is there going to be more drama in my life?

im so tired of you. yes, you.

nota kaki: empire state of mind

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0UjsXo9l6I8